I went to the dentist today...No cavities! But because I went to the dentist today, I came home a lot earlier from school than normal and didn't get a lot done. Mostly wasting time on Facebook and texting. It's just the week or something, but my Facebook has been more active than it has been probably since I started college when Facebook was a relatively new thing to me...Messages, wallposts, status replies -- my Facebook has gone off the hook! What I had originally planned to get done was a reflection paper for advanced physiology course, read for my comparative anatomy and physiology course, and read an assigned primary literature paper for lab. So much for that...
The weather has been absolutely BEAUTIFUL lately. Spring is really coming early this year. The groundhog does not lie! The snow is finally melting, the sun shines, puddles are appearing, the dead grass is seeping through, but of course that brings about massive potholes....
Ugh, so the other day in theology I never felt so insecure or embarrassed in my life. We were supposed to discuss our religions and what it has taught us and everything. Most of my classmates had been raised in a Catholic upbringing and I was just, yet again, lukewarm. I believe there is a God, I just haven't committed myself to figuring out religion as a whole to me...But to say that aloud to people I barely know in small groups was extremely intimidating, maybe even beyond it. Luckily, my classmates were understanding....
Just when I think I should quit, I get confused again. I don't know what to make of simple things. My girlfriend tells me one thing and my other girlfriend's boyfriend tells me another....I don't know if I even feel the same way anymore. I'm just confused and hesitant. Maybe I need to take my chances...Stop hiding and fearing what could or might not be....
I'll end with DEUCES!
(As guilty as I feel listening to Chris Brown, my friends got me into this song T_T....Haven't seen the video....Butkindoflikethesong...)
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