Thursday, February 10, 2011

Jerkface.

I can't believe I ever even liked you. I was a fool. I knew from the start that you would never know I liked you and I was content with just being friends with you. Now that I think back to everything, you never thought of me as anything more than a tool. I can't wait until you go back to where you came from. I'm just counting down the days (figuratively).

The only times you ever bothered to contact me was to ask me a favor: basically do your English homework for you, take your quiz for you thinking that I couldn't read the top of the paper where it said QUIZ, and other little favors. Obviously, you thought I was dumb enough to think that I wouldn't recognize that all this was independent work. Oh yeah, and remember that time that you went skiing and you sent me a picture of your homework from your iPhone so that I could, of course, do it for you? It's no wonder why you have been here since September but have failed rudimentary levels more than once. But it didn't matter because I really wanted that friendship.

Now I didn't and never expect much from people I help. If I can help someone, I'll do it. All I ask for in return is a simple "thank you" so that I can understand that my effort was appreciated.

I'm fed up now. Enough times I've pleasantly provided you with more than enough help. 
I reached my breaking point with you on Tuesday. Seriously, a single line, single sentence Facebook note: "So....What were the other days besides Wednesday you were free?" Would it kill you to open with "How are you?" since I hadn't spoken to you in over two weeks?  I tell you I'm only free Wednesday and that next Wednesday I'll be at the dentist so I won't even be around. You don't even bother to respond. When I compare you to the other boy who asked me for help on Sunday, that's a whole other story. He comes from the same place as you too, what are the odds? He was so grateful that he texted me saying that the next time I wanted to go see a movie to call him because he wanted to pay for a ticket. Now, I'll never take him up on the offer but it was enough to know that he was grateful for my efforts. And the others in that group? Don't ever ask for my help. EVER.

Was I just that blind? UGH. Foolishness.

미친 자식! 네가 뭔데!나 이제  정신 차렸어. 나한테 더 이상 바라지마. 18놈. 넌 정말 이기적인 놈이야.

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