It's been over a month but...
My feelings haven't diminished but at the same time, they haven't grown either.
They remain exactly where I left them.
I continue to lose hope and question why I leave myself in the same position I was eight months ago.
I can't explain it.
I don't understand myself.
I don't know what this feeling is or whether it's worth even having.
Am I trying to make myself believe something that doesn't even exist?
I will give myself until the end of the summer to figure this out.
After that, I just need to move on and store it as a cherished memory in my heart.
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