처음에는 좋았는데...이런 느낌들이...근대 이전 어떻게 생각해야할지 모르겠다...
정말 이런 사람이였으면 참 좋겠다라는 생각이 너무 많이 생각한다.
나를 너무 배려해주고...생각해주고...말 나누고...그냥 좋다.
그리고 노래도 좋아한다...나 만큼이나.
난 왜 항상 고백, 표현도 하지도 못하면서 좋아하지?
지금 내가 너무 싫어...
I haven't felt like this in SUCH a LONG TIME. At first, it was this amazing rush of feelings. But not long after reality hit me and I resented my feelings. It's kind of funny how I cycle through the same order of emotions each time this feeling hits. But, this time I know everything will come to an end in just a few short weeks. It makes me sad, but I can't help but indulge in every single interaction that has been shared like it's some kind of forbidden fruit.
It's so strange and funny to me how you can connect with someone on a level that you haven't shared with anyone else before. I just feel so comfortable to talking to this person and everything just spills out without an original intention to. What's more is that this person is so considerate of me, his every kind action or gesture towards me melts me into a puddle. If only I knew that these feelings were reciprocated...
But is it possible to have feelings that grow this exponentially in this short period of time?
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